NWC Day 8: Something that I am struggle wih

To be a good muslimah.

To be a human that gives benefit to others, my mother, father, my brothers, my sisters, my friends, my collega, and you too dear my blog reader.

Others here incuding my works at Raudhah Indonesia, Timoho Homestay, Inspire Creative Media Factory, and MECLO.

Count my organization too: Garuda Keadilan (altough I was dismissed recenly) and Muda Bisa Foundation.

Do you think this is too much?

I’ve thought about that too. Bahkan I’ve ask that question to a coach and she said: “ Why not? Why we can’t do that all?” So, I continued my activities without worry too much. I will just rest a while when I need it.

Sounds too common ya? But these are sure need my patience and spirit and forgiveness sometimes and extra energy. So exhausting. So i think I am struggle with that. Be a better person each day is hard you know. 

And when I remember what hadits said: “Manusia yang hari ini lebih buruk dari kemarin adalah terlaknat. Manusia yang merugi adalah yang hari ini tidak lebih baik dari kemarin. Manusia yang beruntung adalah yang hari ini lebih baik dari kemarin.” Walau hadist ini dhoif. Still. How do you feel when you heard about this? Are you the lucky one? Congratulationssss because I think I am the loser one #cry